Like a my life...

I can live only in the fantasy.
This voice, this body, and this warmth...
Those all are only in the fantasy.

Something afflicts me.
If it is a dream,please just awakes me.
if it is a real,please just kill me...

All of sadness,All of pain...
Those all not be healed. I walk in the rain,alone.

Who am I... Why am I walking... Where do I go...
Does all face to ruin?

The dahlia begins to dry...it's so like a my life.

無題

傷ついて 傷つけて 進んできた道

何度も同じ道をループする
出口のない闇の中で

膝を抱えてうずくまる
もう夜明けはこないと諦めた

心が闇に染まっていく
嫉妬や憎しみで染まっていく

あぁ もうだめなんだ

闇が広がっていく 
大切なものまで 染められる

だめ

それだけは だめ

だから切り離した
捨てた

闇に侵食されるぐらいならと


途切れた意識の奥底で
夢をみた

光があった
理想の世界がそこにはあった


もう覚めないで
このままここで眠っていたい 永遠に

The Sun Also Rises

What did you lose?  Can you regain it?
Please stand up again. I hope so.


Predawn it are the darkest.
So this stars is just that time now.

It is same your heart too. come the morning, it very miserable dark in your heart .

Believe so...."The Sun Also Rises"


Now please wipe tears.
Let's prepare beginning walk again.


I wish run around again with you...in this universe.

Disgust to myself

Why do I live? How do I live?
Tell me...

Flower that blooms in desert,It seems to wither at once.
When it is not such a place....

I want to vanish me.
I wanna run away...
But, I do not know how to set me free to walk. My heart cries out feel pain...

How long have I been telling a lie to me. How long have I been concealed myself.
Can not go back.
I do not know place to go back...

If it is dream someone wake up me now.
If it is all real....kill me before I hurt someone.

I want to forget the pain.

Without you...
There are people who feel that it is lonely without you.

With the people even if I am gone...
It laughs, it is pleased, and angry.
Share those feelings.

Even if my love is lost...
There are a lot of friends who love you.

The eternal love is believed.